Jessica.  Eat a Surly Girl cupcake and have a good one.

I hope I can make it.

This is full of sad and win.

Must send an emailing saying how awesome it is to Pixar.

Well my new husband complete with new family is looking for a place to live.  There is so much to think about, so much to decide, so much to get in not much time at all. 

We might have found the perfect place, it's a house right by where I work, where virgilsego  is going to start working tonight, and the rent is less then what we are paying now, but more then we would like.  We still can afford it.  Just if it was slightly cheaper it would be more then perfect it would be wonderful.  It is also a house with a huge back yard, a front yard, parking in back and a nice quiet street.  We have our application in and am now just waiting to hear back from them.  The fixtures in the house are so amazing and the master bedroom has a sky light in in and the bath room has a claw foot tub!!!!!!  And central air.

We are looking at other places because just because we love this one place doesn't mean they will love us back.  Or we might find a house that is just as good and cheaper that we may not LOVE but sort of love and then decide which is best, cost effectiveness and all that.  So we are keeping our fingers crossed that we find something, especially the place we love.

Then virgilsego is starting a new job tonight, same company if you can call it that, that I work at.  So I may move from the store I love to the store I don't love because couples can't work together.  I know the reason for this but it still sucks cause I love where I work and I like the fact I work alone and I like my customer base.  The other stuff, the customer base annoys me so.

So I have more to write but no more time.

I'll catch up more later.

Sigh I haven't been up to much later but need to post some more.

Work has been hard on me, I've been sick the past week and a half.  Got some antibiotics and have been feeling better the past two days.  I went to my first Marcon a week and a half ago.  I must go next year but need to bring the husband, virgilsego with me.

I think that is about it.

Of course as soon as I close this down I'll think of more stuff to post.

Oh I got a movie to watch and halfway through it, it switched from English to Russian so what gives.  Guess I better get a different copy of it.

Oh and I'm moving, same city just new location.  As soon as the hubby and I can find a place we can afford and fit our new family of two adults and 5 children.

To all those looking for jobs, I hope you can find them.  I'm rooting for you here in OH.

Much love to you all.

Ugh I started getting sick last Sunday.  I thought it was just a little cold, now I'm full blown sick and hating every minute of it.  First I lost my voice, I have part of it back, then came the cough and now the sore throat and all this coughing.  Ugh I hate it.

I'm just glad I don't work this weekend so I can rest and get better.

And the fact I have awesome kids, two are currently cleaning up the front porch.  I have no clue why.  Just cute and funny.

I got married!  Really spur of the moment and not really planned.  He proposed Sunday night at the Grandview Cafe and then bam got married at the Columbus Wedding Service Chapel or the closest thing to Vegas Columbus has.

Still can't believe I did it, but I did.

Now I have a husband, three children, two step children, a dog I'm allergic to, a cat who slept with me last night, a cat at my mom's house I need to move, two hamsters and am loving it all.

I'll post pictures soon.

Many times over you asked me if I can be yours.

Your Partner,

Your life,

Your love,

Your all.

Many times over I said yes, giving you the words you wanted to hear.

Yet not meaning them.

I wanted to be yours for you, but not for me.

I wanted your love, but didn’t give you mine in return.

I locked myself up tight, not letting you in.

I took all you gave and threw it in your face.

And when I realized what I had lost,

 I felt for the first time what you meant when you said

Be my partner,

Be my life,

Be your love,

Be your all.

Now with your forgiveness I can say the words back.

You have the right to not believe me.

You have the right to not trust me.

I lost that all when I betrayed you.

I need to say them,

To say them to you. 

To tell you I want it.

For me,

For you,

For us,

For our children.

You are my partner,

You are my life,

You are my love.

And lastly…..

You are my all.

 

I lay it all before you, stripped bare, my heart in my hands in front of you,

Asking for you to take it and make me yours.

 

Your all.

Sorry Bill I didn't forget, just delayed.

Happy Birthday to you fossilapostle !!!!! 

Just when I think I have things figured out, people have to go and mix it all up and confuse me again.

But on a good note, I fixed the internet!

I had a really good weekend with Daniel.  It was nice spending time with him and his kids and of course all our friends who came and hung out with us.

I'll update more later, about a job, about a possible move and other things going on in my life.

Hugs to you all for being my friends and family.

cause I'm bored.

Clicky!

Without a doubt Easter Peeps which are closely followed by Cadbury Cream Eggs.  (and yes I know that is spelled incorrectly but I just don't care right now.)

So this internet thing is fun.  I'm watching baseball, Go Tribe! and on my webcam with my friend Brian who is another huge Tribe fan like me, and it's almost like watching the game together.

We get mad at the same things, geek out over good plays.  Just need soda and some stadium dogS.

The next best thing would be to watch an actual game together.

....and or games.

Indians are 0-3.   Come on we can do it!  I mean we dropped three to the Rangers!  Get your butts in gear.

Please?

And that is my fault.  I thought I could just push it off until the weekend, and of course I packed my weekend with plans so I ended up turning my stuff in practically at the last moment and therefore not doing a good job.  I need to smack myself for doing this and I need to tell people I can't go out and then actually do just that, stay inside, and do my homework.

My new goal is this week, since I am taking two classes, do one part of each assignment each day before or after work, depending on when that is.

I just can't fail and this past week I didn't fail but since I didn't do my best and that to me is not acceptable either.

And if you think I am slacking off, please give me a smack on the back of the head a la Gibb's style. 

Thanks!

these are almost too me!  I just can't justify the cost though.

Seriously this show is either so brilliant none of us realize it,or someone at the Nick Jr head quarters was tripping rather hard when he/she agreed to this show.

I just can't stop watching it....and tomorrow Jack Black is going to be on it.

( My rant about my ex husband so beware! )

Oh and I'm not marking this private, just to be more catty, so everyone this is how I feel right now.

So yeah, let's get this tarted my friends.

Pass this along